Just an ordinary Sunday

~Sea of Twilight~

On which I should be studying, AM studying and just have played some Corpse Party. On which I should be learning the three counting systems we have been taught as for now in Japanese and I haven't looked at it ONCE ever since two weeks ago when it was introduced to us. Err.....

And instead of opening up the grammar presentation that was provided to us by our professor, I suddenly wanted to browse zerochan for Kazuaki art and saw so many pretty fanart from her about the Persona series. And a Kuroshitsuji and Vocaloid fanart. Mmm, I just love her art style 8)

Anyway, I promised my dear friend (and husbando♥) hime-chan to make some pseudo-review/conclusion/summary/ranting about Corpse Party PSP~ Looking forward to my ranting....

Uh, yeah, just updating so my blog won't be labeled as dead. Which is pointless but...oh well. /doesn't make any sense whatsoever

じゃまたね！

I am depressed.

~Sea of Twilight~

...not because of any family-related matter, no.

IT'S SO PATHETIC I FEEL DEPRESSED AT A FICTIONAL CHARACTER'S DEATH DAMNIT. B-but Shinjirooooooou TAT Or rather, why is P3P so depressive? And how could I know I had to max out Shin's social link before that Full Moon if I wanted him as boyfriend?!


I really want to continue and finish this first playthrough and start anew. On the other hand I fear more sad and bittersweet scenes to come. And I actually should be studying Japanese. Goddamnit, what are you doing, ATLUS?!

Mmm, Minako's Harem. I am jealous <3

Freedom, why do they take it away? D:

~Sea of Twilight~

Muuu, the internet should be a free place. Okay, piracy may not be good though I partly don't mind those shady means because goddamnit I don't swim in money, I buy what I can but I cannot buy all but I need those filesharing sites to share documents and images and stuff with friends from all over the world. So I may not not be directly affected because I am in a non-American country, but I still find it sad.

Fuu--

Going to learn kanji now ;_;

I should be studying, but... (you all know that problem, right?)

~Sea of Twilight~

Well, after I successful presented our presentation it was about Japanese education system and my friend and I even showed up in school-uniform-esque clothes; well, my friend did, her clothes were cool, I only threw together a folded black skirt, a white dress shirt and a black tie, and we apparently did very well (I had my doubts) we only were talking longer than the given 10 minutes xD, I can study Japanese now, exams will be in two weeks.

...holy fuck. In TWO WEEKS ALREADY?! Add to that I am still not done with my THREE exchange ficts, one for Eden, one for someone who already forgot probably and one of the Natsume Yuujinchou prompt and now that Luna is up and running again.... and fanart exchanges with both Eden and Ari....I haven't touched my tablet in ages *cries*

A-anyway, I started playing Corpse Party. First chapter, with the two girls.

...and promptly ended up in a wrong end because I fucking fail at escaping that ghost.

And I started playing Utapri MUSIC. I fail at Rhythm games forever /shot

Hm, what else...I bought iTunes app gift card today to load money on my iTunes...and already bought Shall we Date Ninja Love. ...and Starry Sky Sleeping Boyfriend Mizushima Iku/Gemini. AHHHHHH.b Well, I will install Shukan Soine's apps, too, since they are for free and then I am done /shot

I cannot read the kanji they write there at all (fuu-- where are you, furigana?!) but as long as I can drool at the images...~~

Oh my, now I am going to bed with Corpse Party's Chapter 1 BGM in my head. And sometimes Tokiya's Believe my Voice pops in, too xD What an interesting mixture. Instead of playing Corpse Party this night whiel shaking in my bed in fear, I should level up my FMC of P3P....

Or Play Ninja Love.

Decisions, decisions....

A lot of random stuff

~Sea of Twilight~

...like I have over 1000 pageviews although no-one follows me. Do so many people stumble over my stuff? I hope you have a nice time, then 8D

Also. I finally have an iPod touch <3<3<3 Now I dunno if I can just buy Japanese apps or American apps when I am in Germany, I'll have to see, registering like the tutorials say doesn't work. I at least can install free apps from Japan's app store. And I installed Pirates in Love but now of course they want to pay the route, I dunno if that can be paid via German app gift card...?

And...and...AND THANKS TO MY FRIEND (hime-chan, I love ya♥) I flashed/modded/cracked/whatever my PSP successfully. <3 RABURABU~~

Alright, I should finish my presentation that I have to present tomorrow. And I am tired. Goodnight <3 Liek hell I am going to bed now, I'll definitely play P3P <3

And it's 2012...

~Sea of Twilight~

And the world will end this year. Or something like this, we'll see. I just heard Japan had an earthquake on New Years Day, just great, I hope that's no bad omen xD

Also, my host family received the package of sweets just today (１月１日２０１２年) and just sent me a mail. Aww, I am glad it arrived at their place on New Years~ and asdfghjkl they say my Japanese is good, I just wrote what my professor told us and stuff and ahhhh xDDDD


Anyway, happy new year, everyone, whoever stumbles across this random useless trivial blog post of mine~

I have no resolutions this year, I just have to calculate how much money I am spending the following two months on an iPod touch, a PSP, THE SEIYUU ALARM CLOCK OF YUCCHI/YUSA KOUJI, Natsume Yuujinchou DVDs, Mawaru Penguindrum DVDs, a few magazines and the Natsume Voice Mascots.....AHAHAHAHAHA /shot

WHAT THE--?!

~Sea of Twilight~

Mom comes home and one of her first words (which are always, really ALWAYS complaints): "Why didn't your younger sisters do anything?! Why can't you tell them anything?!"

Well, sorry, I tried, but I am not spending my entire day on yelling at them like you do for them to do something. If they don't do it after the nth time I tell them, it's their problem, I have my own life to take care of, too, even if it's mostly tumblr and Star Project and reading Amatsuki and being overly controlling of your kids and siblings will make them more spiteful and less independent, LOOK AT ME, MOM.

Her reply? "Ah yes, your way of raising kids is great, you have great results, right? That's why they always take you as example and don't do things."

Wait, since when did I become the secondary mother...?! AS IF YOUR WAYS OF RAISING KIDS HAVE BEEN ANY GOOD. And it's goddamnit not my fault they follow my example. I didn't choose to be their example, it's their fucking own choice when they do it, why is it always my fault?! Why do you make your and my life miserable by coming home and complaining and never seeing anything positively, never coming home with a smile or at least TRY to be a tad bit more positive?! I don't know how you survive day fro day, lade, you are pretty strong because I can't do that, I can't live like you and be depressive and sad and self-pitying and aggressive all the item, it is DESTROYING ME!

"You are crazy, so crazy and idiotic!"

Gee, right back at you! WHO IS AGGRAVATING ME, HUH?! Can't you just shut up? Can't you be less narrow-minded? Can you be less negative?! There are moments where I'd just want to kill myself just to spite you, just to show you what you are doing to your kids, just to shake you awake, MOTHER!


WEEEEELL, that's why this useless blog exists, I can vent off my frustrations by written words at no-one in particular (I can't and don't want to always bother my friends with m,y problems, ahaha....) and I still feel somewhat better afterwards. Sorry to those who stumble over this angry rant. Take cute Touya-kun (I star-named him Thario, so what?) here~

Ohh, Touya-puu, how I wish I could live in your world sometimes...now I am not even motivated to play or do anything productive GAAAAAH.