Random cosplay plans OR: I NEED A SEWING MACHINE AND MONEY

~Sea of Twilight~

Tentative plans, that is. Things I want to do and things I agreed to do. Now I need a sewing machine.

Elestial/Celestite (Guignol Kyūtei Gakudan/Grand Guignol Orchestra)

Looks shota enough; three-peopel cosplay apparently

Yukimura Chizuru - Eastern Version (Hakuouki)

dumb look hello chizuru; group cosplay

Yukimura Chizuru - Western Version (Hakuouki)

awesome uniform design; again group cosplay

Yukimura Chizuru - Calendar Version (Hakuouki)

sgdfswgfoergg awesome costume; yet another group

Heroine (Amnesia Otome Game)

very cute design but I heard she is typically distressed damsel; group again OTL

Komori Yui (Diabolic Lovers)

so cute~~; three-man cosplay

White/Touko (Pokemon Black/White)

Touko kicks ass!; partner/three-man cosplay, tentative

Ib (IB)

So cute♥iowgjepigh; personal cospaly for the sake of cosplay

Mary (IB)

Scary Mary lololol~; promise to another IB and Gary cosplayer for shootings

FemMC (Fate/Extra (CCC))

SO CUTE~~~ And CCC because simpler uniform design OTL; personal, in case I have no group at some con

Aida Riko (Kuroko no Basuke)

RIKO IS AWESOME; contemplating on twitter that I cannot cosplay anyone from KuroBasu ('cause big muscular men, no shota); immediately three responses of make Riko instead. MY HEART~~

Akira something (Chrome Breaker)

Have yet to read it. She looks awesome here but overall seems to be a useless heroine; promise to a partner cosplay~

Ema (Brother's Conflict)

She is cute...and no, not the squirrel one that I will cosplay; tentative, we suggested it...

Hatsune Miku (Vocaloid)

Some simple design please OTL...not sure which costume of hers yet; cosplay with my wonderful husbando~

(That doesn't count one cosplay with my husbando and her prince yet which we haven't decided on anything y et xDDD)

...all female characters. The only remotely male shota one is Eles and only because Celestite is posing as her twin Elestial. Therefore faux-shota. Otherwise I am only cosplaying females. I do like all of the cosplays though because pretty, even though I don't like all characters (looking at Akira and Chizuru and Amnesia's heroine, kay? Whimpy typical damsel in distress characters hauuuu) Ahahaha....WHAT IS WITH THIS LIST I NEED A SEWING MACHINE AHSGAFUHFEIFKHGI
By the way, all the money I actually need for my exchange semester and will spend on cosplay, I can already see it OTLOTL

BUSY STUDYING FOR EXAMS THAT ARE NEXT WEEK

~Sea of Twilight~

...and lazy as hell. Can't wait for holidays. Two more weeks. In those two weeks I have to study, cosplay, study and study and write exams and study and write exams. Actually, the cosplay comes first, and the exams follow close up that's why I HAVE TO STUDY. Random stress relief in form of a blog post /shot

Involuntary Hiatus

~Sea of Twilight~

 Did you notice my absence? Well, not that I have anyone who frequents my blog but nevermind. I have no internet at home, I only have my phone's internet and I cannot use that for blog updates. I am using my dad's wwan using laptop and I only have limited time. Shees, I want internet back. My dad accidentally canceled our internet contract, so yeah...

Alright, I am doing my online shopping now and then I'll be back to my beloved blog once internet is back~

30 Challenge from tumblr

~Sea of Twilight~

Uhn, yeah, I haven't done anything for a long while. My stories I should continue haven't been continued, instead I am on a Finnick Odair RI-trip after finishing the books.n (You know, The Hunger Games.) Have yet to watch the movie but hey, I am happy I finished all three books in a few days and can get off the high. ...or I hope I get off the high. That's why I start doing the 30 days challenge from tumblr, but I don't want to spam my followers with too much Hunger games stuff, so what's more perfect than having a personal blogger blog?

Day 1: Your favorite character:

Of the females? Johanna Mason is like awesome and snarky and I LOVE HER ASDFGHJKL. Rue comes to a close second along with Katniss, even if Katniss has been going on my nerves for a while but she is pretty funny in her narration, too~ And Effie has a special place in my heart, aaaah~)

Of the males? You know, it took long, very, very long for me to realize who I like. Because for the longest time I just had no real male favorite. It of course went between Peeta, Gale and Finnick (Cinna always has a special place in my heart, natch; oh, and also, Haymitch). Peeta sometimes is way too nice for my liking and sometimes also way too weak for being the nice guy. Gale in return was sometimes too extreme. Oh, and both were too fixated on Katniss. And I am a sucker for canon, I cannot just like someone without feeling guilty. Yep, I am strange.

And then, somewhere in the third book I realized I always smiled and was happy when Finnick was only mentioned. When I realized I slapped myself. GOSH DARN IT HOW SILLY IS THAT? I was deliberately trying to steer clear of him, since he is everyone's favorite and I just hate going with mainstream and he is the most mainstream out of all three boys, fml. Then his backstory with the Capitol came and that didn't help matters and asdfghjkl stupid booooy. So yeah, I give up, it's Finnick Odair, followed by Peeta somewhere far behind. But still, i ship FinnickAnnie hard.




....how I make a novel out of an answer to a simple question...

Random Status update

~Sea of Twilight~

I hope I will have the second part of CP review done by White's Day...

Anyway, while dilly-dallying, eating instant soba noodles and worrying about the little accident I just caused with the car, I thought I do some minor status update to get it off my mind.

So yeah, I STILL CANNOT FIND ANY DECENT PLACE TO STAY, to move out. Sheesh, I don't have the time...;A;

Yay, I have some more money now because I spent all the money in February already, no plans to spend too much money on March (except Yucchi Alarm Clock will be paid in March only because release date was pushed back). April will be expensive, though. April and May....(After Winter LE, cosplay, convention, cosplay...).

So why am I so lucky enough to get into a car accident. Well, not really accident, per se, no injuries whatsoever, nothing really worth mentioning because the other car has a scratch and ours has a scratch and that's it and it was partly the other party's fault but it also was my fault. I just wonder how much it'll cost to fix that scratch, I'll end up having to pay that lady, sadly (but she was kind, she wasn't angry, and I was just anxious and confused at that moment ahahaha), so I hope it ain't too much or I won't survive April and May *sobsob*

Oh, and I started an Amaha Tsubasa flirtblog on tumblr. It's so much fun (and everyone who writes me is so cute~). Yeah, useless info is useless? xD

Phew, got that accident off my chest. I'll feel much better once I solve this with my parents, though and that'll be only in a few hours when they come home.

Zzzzzzzz...

~Sea of Twilight~

...ahaha, I feel tired, somehow. I dunno why, though. But hey, my order arrived and now I have Starry Sky manga in Autumn and After Autumn...mmm, teacher love~ And the random strap generator on the Hakuoki Straps...I got almost lucky this time. No Harada for me but Souji. I think I promised Souji to Usa-chan but we'll see xD

Hm, and I wanted to order the seiyuu clock but darn it, never used credit card before and now I am confused.

Ugh, I better continue cleaning up my room for my birthday party this weekend. My room is currently full with boxes where I throw in whatever I think shouldn't be there. Ahahaha ;A;

Purchase list Feburary 2012

~Sea of Twilight~

...or what I have ordered so far now that my paycheck has arrived xD

• Natsume Yuujinchou 1-3 DVD from Malaysia
• Mawaru Penguindrum DVD from Malaysia
• PSP sticker (Suzuya/Cancer Starry Sky) from Ian-san from tumblr
• Starry Sky Phone Straps Suzuya/Cancer and Iku/Gemini from LJ sale post with new Kazuaki art ASDFGHJKL
• Plan to order Dengeki GS this month, too~
• And the seiyuu clock, yay~

What we preordered together are normal UtaPri rubber straps and Debut UtaPri rubber straps. And can't wait for our Hakuoki PSP copies to arrive in a week or two, depends on how long they ship from the US to good ol' Europe xD

And tumblr says Arcana Famiglia gets an Anime this summer? WHAAAAAA-- Crossing my fingers that it is true!!!!

Hm, what else...oh, gotta start my Corpse Party summary tomorrow after I clean up my room and RP a bit with my overseas friends (yes, I am looking at you, Eden, Ari 8D). And, uh. Reading KHR!Illusionist/Reader smut from lovely Rii-chan now <3

Random fact no...1?

~Sea of Twilight~

天羽翼　Ａｍａｈａ　Ｔｓｕｂａｓａ
...you have a very...boringly flashy name, boy.
天　ｓｋｙ
羽　ｆｅａｔｈｅｒ
翼　ｗｉｎｇｓ
...somehow, I have the feeling you are trying to tell us something with such kanji in your name.

Yes, so we Aquarius like to be free, don't want to be tied down, yadda yadda (that's probably the reason why I haven't managed to have a decent relationship yet because I shy away right in the beginning /shot). But sky, feather and wings...it's like Ren Jinguji's surname that is written with god, palace and temple. Uh, huh.

I wonder if the other names have some hidden hint to their characters as well...?

Lalala~

~Sea of Twilight~

Yosh, finished the true ending of chapter 5 of Corpse Party instead of learning Kanji. Pff, will learn now. I need three of the other endings, one alternative ending (that I thought I got already but apparently not...) and two bad ends (ahaha, I haven't played the one where Yuka ends up being caught by dear Yuuya, yet). And then I hopefully have all Extras. And hopefully those'll show a bit of Morishige and Yuuya as well? I think Morishige really was shown to little, i didn't get he killed himself at all. Uhm.

So, anyway, have the urge to play P3P again, this time the guy's route to properly RP Minato for my friend, but before that...kanji, and vocabs, and grammar. Hm....

Ah, right, it's my birthday but I kept forgetting until me friends reminded me. Shush, I was busy worrying for my oral exam today, okay?

Just an ordinary Sunday

~Sea of Twilight~

On which I should be studying, AM studying and just have played some Corpse Party. On which I should be learning the three counting systems we have been taught as for now in Japanese and I haven't looked at it ONCE ever since two weeks ago when it was introduced to us. Err.....

And instead of opening up the grammar presentation that was provided to us by our professor, I suddenly wanted to browse zerochan for Kazuaki art and saw so many pretty fanart from her about the Persona series. And a Kuroshitsuji and Vocaloid fanart. Mmm, I just love her art style 8)

Anyway, I promised my dear friend (and husbando♥) hime-chan to make some pseudo-review/conclusion/summary/ranting about Corpse Party PSP~ Looking forward to my ranting....

Uh, yeah, just updating so my blog won't be labeled as dead. Which is pointless but...oh well. /doesn't make any sense whatsoever

じゃまたね！

I am depressed.

~Sea of Twilight~

...not because of any family-related matter, no.

IT'S SO PATHETIC I FEEL DEPRESSED AT A FICTIONAL CHARACTER'S DEATH DAMNIT. B-but Shinjirooooooou TAT Or rather, why is P3P so depressive? And how could I know I had to max out Shin's social link before that Full Moon if I wanted him as boyfriend?!


I really want to continue and finish this first playthrough and start anew. On the other hand I fear more sad and bittersweet scenes to come. And I actually should be studying Japanese. Goddamnit, what are you doing, ATLUS?!

Mmm, Minako's Harem. I am jealous <3

Freedom, why do they take it away? D:

~Sea of Twilight~

Muuu, the internet should be a free place. Okay, piracy may not be good though I partly don't mind those shady means because goddamnit I don't swim in money, I buy what I can but I cannot buy all but I need those filesharing sites to share documents and images and stuff with friends from all over the world. So I may not not be directly affected because I am in a non-American country, but I still find it sad.

Fuu--

Going to learn kanji now ;_;

I should be studying, but... (you all know that problem, right?)

~Sea of Twilight~

Well, after I successful presented our presentation it was about Japanese education system and my friend and I even showed up in school-uniform-esque clothes; well, my friend did, her clothes were cool, I only threw together a folded black skirt, a white dress shirt and a black tie, and we apparently did very well (I had my doubts) we only were talking longer than the given 10 minutes xD, I can study Japanese now, exams will be in two weeks.

...holy fuck. In TWO WEEKS ALREADY?! Add to that I am still not done with my THREE exchange ficts, one for Eden, one for someone who already forgot probably and one of the Natsume Yuujinchou prompt and now that Luna is up and running again.... and fanart exchanges with both Eden and Ari....I haven't touched my tablet in ages *cries*

A-anyway, I started playing Corpse Party. First chapter, with the two girls.

...and promptly ended up in a wrong end because I fucking fail at escaping that ghost.

And I started playing Utapri MUSIC. I fail at Rhythm games forever /shot

Hm, what else...I bought iTunes app gift card today to load money on my iTunes...and already bought Shall we Date Ninja Love. ...and Starry Sky Sleeping Boyfriend Mizushima Iku/Gemini. AHHHHHH.b Well, I will install Shukan Soine's apps, too, since they are for free and then I am done /shot

I cannot read the kanji they write there at all (fuu-- where are you, furigana?!) but as long as I can drool at the images...~~

Oh my, now I am going to bed with Corpse Party's Chapter 1 BGM in my head. And sometimes Tokiya's Believe my Voice pops in, too xD What an interesting mixture. Instead of playing Corpse Party this night whiel shaking in my bed in fear, I should level up my FMC of P3P....

Or Play Ninja Love.

Decisions, decisions....

A lot of random stuff

~Sea of Twilight~

...like I have over 1000 pageviews although no-one follows me. Do so many people stumble over my stuff? I hope you have a nice time, then 8D

Also. I finally have an iPod touch <3<3<3 Now I dunno if I can just buy Japanese apps or American apps when I am in Germany, I'll have to see, registering like the tutorials say doesn't work. I at least can install free apps from Japan's app store. And I installed Pirates in Love but now of course they want to pay the route, I dunno if that can be paid via German app gift card...?

And...and...AND THANKS TO MY FRIEND (hime-chan, I love ya♥) I flashed/modded/cracked/whatever my PSP successfully. <3 RABURABU~~

Alright, I should finish my presentation that I have to present tomorrow. And I am tired. Goodnight <3 Liek hell I am going to bed now, I'll definitely play P3P <3

And it's 2012...

~Sea of Twilight~

And the world will end this year. Or something like this, we'll see. I just heard Japan had an earthquake on New Years Day, just great, I hope that's no bad omen xD

Also, my host family received the package of sweets just today (１月１日２０１２年) and just sent me a mail. Aww, I am glad it arrived at their place on New Years~ and asdfghjkl they say my Japanese is good, I just wrote what my professor told us and stuff and ahhhh xDDDD


Anyway, happy new year, everyone, whoever stumbles across this random useless trivial blog post of mine~

I have no resolutions this year, I just have to calculate how much money I am spending the following two months on an iPod touch, a PSP, THE SEIYUU ALARM CLOCK OF YUCCHI/YUSA KOUJI, Natsume Yuujinchou DVDs, Mawaru Penguindrum DVDs, a few magazines and the Natsume Voice Mascots.....AHAHAHAHAHA /shot

WHAT THE--?!

~Sea of Twilight~

Mom comes home and one of her first words (which are always, really ALWAYS complaints): "Why didn't your younger sisters do anything?! Why can't you tell them anything?!"

Well, sorry, I tried, but I am not spending my entire day on yelling at them like you do for them to do something. If they don't do it after the nth time I tell them, it's their problem, I have my own life to take care of, too, even if it's mostly tumblr and Star Project and reading Amatsuki and being overly controlling of your kids and siblings will make them more spiteful and less independent, LOOK AT ME, MOM.

Her reply? "Ah yes, your way of raising kids is great, you have great results, right? That's why they always take you as example and don't do things."

Wait, since when did I become the secondary mother...?! AS IF YOUR WAYS OF RAISING KIDS HAVE BEEN ANY GOOD. And it's goddamnit not my fault they follow my example. I didn't choose to be their example, it's their fucking own choice when they do it, why is it always my fault?! Why do you make your and my life miserable by coming home and complaining and never seeing anything positively, never coming home with a smile or at least TRY to be a tad bit more positive?! I don't know how you survive day fro day, lade, you are pretty strong because I can't do that, I can't live like you and be depressive and sad and self-pitying and aggressive all the item, it is DESTROYING ME!

"You are crazy, so crazy and idiotic!"

Gee, right back at you! WHO IS AGGRAVATING ME, HUH?! Can't you just shut up? Can't you be less narrow-minded? Can you be less negative?! There are moments where I'd just want to kill myself just to spite you, just to show you what you are doing to your kids, just to shake you awake, MOTHER!


WEEEEELL, that's why this useless blog exists, I can vent off my frustrations by written words at no-one in particular (I can't and don't want to always bother my friends with m,y problems, ahaha....) and I still feel somewhat better afterwards. Sorry to those who stumble over this angry rant. Take cute Touya-kun (I star-named him Thario, so what?) here~

Ohh, Touya-puu, how I wish I could live in your world sometimes...now I am not even motivated to play or do anything productive GAAAAAH.

Plans for tonight

~Sea of Twilight~

• Continuing the self-made mood-theme for Arisu Yuki for my RP-tumblr because I chose her as RP-character to make random RPpostsn with Starry Sky flirtblogs xD
• Continuing Eden-chan's birthday fic (yes, I am way overdue...)
• Continuing Starry Sky RI-fic because the few translated Christmas Kiss-events of honeybee is just so goddamn cute and hot and aaaaaaah♥
• Practising hiragana, katakana and kanji. Ahahaha.....

Okay, off to reply to Miyaji's flirtblog (or was it his yandere flirtblog...?).

Merry Christmas xD

~Sea of Twilight~

Omnomnomnom, Christmas Eve meal, we had quails and two big lobsters~ Although there were many fights and many obstacles (like always), somehow it worked out...

And I started finally to ask/RP with the flirtblogs in tumblr. Ahh, so excited~

Oh. OHHH, AND STAR PROJECT♥ It is RABUUUUUU. And I actually want to spend some real money on that game, sadly, apparently you can't pay from Germany yet. Ahahaha.....the irony, I am willing to pay once and then they don't let me....

Look look look! Mite mite miteeee!!!

~Sea of Twilight~

 

ASDFGHJKL HIME-CHAAAAAAAAN. YOU GAVE ME A PRESENT  ALONG WITH THE RUBBER STRAPS AND I HAVE NOTHING FOR YOU TAT. Thank you so much you are such a nice friend aaaaaaaaaah!!!!

And I ahve yet another friend who just dropped by, gave me a little present and I had nothing DARN IT AAAAH.

スター☆プロジェクトとてもが好き！！！

~Sea of Twilight~

Or something. Yay, I have holidays from now on, for two weeks, I finally sent the package to Japan and today I have work shift with my friend~

And then I realizes Star Project was translated to English?! WHY DIDN'T I REALIZE IT?! I am so going to play it once I am at home, sadly, I am at the university now and won't come home until veeery late. *sobsob*
And tomorrow I have early shift, too. Sheesh. At least I get money this way to buy myself an iPod touch and a PSP. And someday a 3DS because of DREAM DROP DISTANCE AAAAAAAH.